Who You Share It With

Long weekend getaway, dog eats himself to scary farts & the importance of who you have around you.

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Happy birthday to the king. Thanks for having your birthday guess the same day as the queen. I'm grateful you have given us the day off work. Yeah, yeah. Happy birthday to the king. Ooh, yeah. Hello and welcome. Fuck's sakes. Hello and welcome to the Year Nay podcast. My name is CJ and thank you for tuning in. It's an honor and a pleasure to have you here today. Man, I hope everybody's enjoyed their long weekend. I know I certainly have. It was fucking well needed. It was well needed after the week that was. It was really nice to just have some time. I got away, went on a spontaneous trip on Saturday, and forgot to record this episode. Um it was on my list, my mental list of things to do. And of course, mental lists don't go the best sometimes, especially when um there's a lot l a lot of other stuff on the list. Um but yeah, anyways, here we are. It's Monday. It's pretty much Sunday, anyways, in uh the grand scheme of things. It's the end of the weekend, anywho. So yeah, fuck. The week that was the weekend, um got to catch up with some peeps, some friends, and some people on um in recovery, which was mean, it was exactly what was needed, and uh I've come away with my cup feeling full, positive direction in life, and um I'm just grateful I have that option today, you know, lots of people that fucking on the same journey, on the same journey and that get it and um just fucking want the best pretty much want the best for me. Um the connection the connection to Yeah, it was fucking nice, nice to catch up with them, um nice to see that some people are are still on the journey and um yeah just fucking real real real good real good ten out of ten. Also got some retail therapy done, spent um yeah Yeah, we won't go into amounts here, but I'm stoked that I did get some retail therapy in and got some new gym shoes even though I only went to the gym one day this week. Well actually it's last week I guess, but if we if we're counting today as Sunday, um I went to the gym only once, but hey, I got some new gym shoes to look forward to wearing and some new um leggings, some pants, and some sports bras, a lot of skincare, um Hell yeah. Oh, and some protein powder. Yeah, some protein powder too. So yeah, it was a bloody good weekend, and I got my boy to another part of the country that he's never been to before, so that's pretty sweet. And I drove down a road, I'm not too sure if I've actually been down either. Like maybe, maybe in the opposite direction, I'm not too sure. But yeah, it was pretty fucking cool. It's it was nice. It was real nice to just get away and clear my head. Um it has been a pretty full-on emotional week this week and some fucking reoccurring patterns have um reoccurred. Um, with recurring patterns that they reoccur, but hey, it is what it is, it is what it is, and um yeah, that's kind of where I'm at with that. Um I had some reminders from the universe I ended up turning on this audiobook on Friday, and it was the secret letters of the monk who sold his Ferrari and it was chapter eight, that was where I was up to, where I I'd left it on the at the end of chapter seven, and turned that back on, and it was talking about the importance of who you have around you and um choosing people that bring out the best in you and by golly was that a fucking yeah, that was a hard hitting message, man, for like where I was at on Friday. Um Yeah. And then I feel like I kind of followed through with that with with going away and um being around people that that are like capable of love and receiving love. Like yeah, that's what I'm realizing in relationships these days. Um it's about like reciprocal pouring into each other and I fucking love that. Like I'm really grateful to have so many people that I know that I'm able to do that with and doesn't mean we fucking talk every single day, but um man, yeah. Yeah the the further I go on this recovery journey the more I get to be grateful for what I have today and sometimes I guess my um I guess my understanding kind of deepens um as I continue walking yeah like I think that I understand it and then like another life lesson comes along and it just yeah it deepens that understanding or comprehension or whatever the fuck you want to call it. Yeah. So that was this week and it was a bit fucking difficult. Um had probably been coming for quite some time. I'm not gonna go into the details, but yeah. It's just nice to have some acceptance around it at the moment and it fucking is what it is, man. It is fucking what it is. Um not getting too serious, like I was a bit serious there last week for a little bit and fucking hating on myself and yeah, fuck. That gets me nowhere. That gets me nowhere. Um living in that, like on that vi victim uh not victim, that drama triangle, eh? Like um hating on myself, hating on other people, and um it the rescuing wasn't really there, which was good, but yeah, either turning it on myself or turning on turning on fucking others and uh yeah yeah it's interesting the life life lessons that come up and it's all for a greater good. Like if I turn losses because this week did feel like a significant loss, if I turn those owls into lessons, baby, that's a dub. That's a fucking dub. And that's all I can do sometimes is just turn it around, make it into something positive, create something positive, not get too fucking dark, because I'm very much aware that what I put out there, um, if I start stewing or whatever, then yeah, then I'm like attracting that energy and fuck that, fuck that. No thank you. Not today. I've already been to the fucking depth of hell and recovery is not gonna be that for me. I'm making that choice. Yeah, I've just moved my um my house around because this place is um like it's not the smallest of houses, and there's just one fire in there, in here, and oh there's two actually. There's an open fire and like another fire, but um I only use the not open fire because fuck open fires. Um yeah, and move my bed into the lounge. I just want to get cozy for winter, man. I've got a little Milo here next to me. Oh, isn't that I was gonna have a sip and it's finished. Isn't that disappointing? Oh well. Um, yeah, so I want like cozy winter vibes. I've got the TV in the lounge and just do some like gaming and just yeah. Hell yeah. Just hole up for the winter, do the mahi, get the treat, and go to the fucking gym, because that's good for my mental health. And um, yeah. Oh, I chickened out on asking me um physio if she won wanted to go out for a coffee. I chickened out, wasn't feeling the best on Friday after the fucking on Thursday. And um Yeah. Um so chickened out, but I'm he I've got physio tomorrow too. And um yeah. It's a it's a process, isn't it? Like I don't know why I get so in my head at times. Like, oh gosh, I'm gonna be rejected. Fucking who cares, man? Who actually cares? Just yeah. It's weird. I think it's really fucking normal to actually like yeah, it is weird, but it's also fucking normal. Um so that was a thing. What else happened? Bobby got into his biscuits. I left the spare bedroom door open for him, and he's never got into the biscuits before. And I thought it'd be real nice for him to just go and be able to lie on the spare bed and soak up the sun in the afternoon. And uh got home big hole in the bag. Very guilty looking look. Very guilty look on his face. And um we had some words about that, and I told him that I was bit yeah, disappointed and that probably wasn't okay. And then I had this sort of like, fuck, is that actually like safe? Because I know kibble, like, it's dried kibble, so it expands in their stomach, and I was like, oh fuck. I hope it's not gonna like Yeah, like well, you know, when I don't know, I've seen it anyways, with like with people saying like you have to fucking soak the chair seeds because otherwise they'll like fuck up your your whatever and um and I've seen that with I think it was was it like kids and Orbies or something? Uh that's the thing I'm pretty sure. Um even though Orbies aren't edible, but yeah, fucking I digress. Um yeah, I got onto Chat GPT and onto Google and it was like pretty much just watch him and I was like, ah man, and make sure he doesn't drink too much water, which his fucking water bowl was empty and oh fuck. Anyways, pretty much what happened was um he was burping and farting, which Chat GPT said that was a good sign because things were like move still moving in other directions and um and went to bed and the bro kept me up fucking well, kept waking me up all night farting, but it wasn't just the farting, which it was rancid, by the way, like rancid. And um it was the fact that he would sh scare himself, like give himself a fucking fright, and jump up when he farted Oh my gosh, but we made it through that anyways, and um yeah, he's all good. He's all good. So that was that's pretty much that's pretty much the fucking where we're at and I don't know if I've got much else to fucking talk about and I'm only up to twelve minute twelve and a half minutes and I'm not too sure how many ums and ahs I've said that I'm gonna have to trim out too But um there's another one Um What else has happened? Oh the city man Yeah it wasn't as much as it was nice to get away it reminded me of like it was an eye-opening experience of how lucky I am to live where I live. Like um I hadn't been to a city since Todonga and I knew that it was a bit much up there for me, like it was a bit full on, but yeah, going to the city, I was like, fuck, there's so much going on, people fucking everywhere. Um lots of really good shops though, but um oh, and takeaways, hell yeah! I had Burger King the first night that I was there, and yesterday before coming home I got Maccas. Yeah, and Burger King, I got a little what is it? Is it Groku? Like they have the mugs, the Mandalorian mugs at the moment, and I got a new m little Groku. I think it's Gro no Grogu, Grogu. I don't I'm not a big fan of fucking Star Wars, but I do like cute cartoon characters. Um yeah, so winning, winning on that, managed to spend some of my Macazap um points because I had like a ridiculous amount of Macaz app points and they were just all expiring because there's fucking nothing really around. So yeah. Grateful as. Grateful to live in a place with so much nature, man, and um I don't know if you can hear the birds outside at the moment. Yeah, and there's a roodoo, uh oh fuck, I can't say that properly. And um it cools out at night. Fuck, it's so cool. Yeah, and the the van, my van, my van got me down there pretty good and pretty good back too. We were back in one piece and it wasn't too cold either on Saturday night. Um because I forgot an extra blanket, but I was fucking toasty. Toasty as. Anyways, yeah, fuck the city. Um it's important who you have around you. And um fucking Yeah. I think that's kind of them. And don't let your fucking dog eat too many biscuits, because they'll be farting or potentially kill themselves with eating too much. So there you go. That's all I've got today, man. That's all I've fucking got in me, guys. So you get a good s 15-16 minutes. Um Don't know if I've given much value this week, but hey, I'm still early days, I'm going easy on myself. This is a process, not a journey. I don't have to be the next fucking Theo Vaughn or Joe Rogan or fucking Heidi off Kill Tony or I can't think of anybody else. Bobby Lee and um fuck, I've forgotten her name, Tiger Belly. Yeah. Hell yeah. It's just about showing up, eh? It's just about showing up, doing the mahe. Fucking don't even worry about the treats, because if there's treats they'll come later, but it's just like a fucking nice byproduct if it does happen. Yeah, hell yeah. Hope you'll smash it this week, and I will see you in about or hear you, you'll hear me in um like six days. Hell yeah. Alright, peace out, homies. Thanks for being here, thanks for listening. Bye.